so recently.....
things have sucked. but im trying to get shit back on track. id really rather not depend on people so much. but i kind of have to. and it sucks because alot of the times, the people i depend on cant help me. like my own mother for instance. i wont even get into that bullshit. long story short, i lose my job, mom kicks me out. when i most need her. fuckking bullshit. but fuckk it. theres so much to do and SOO little time to do it in. and while i could be out doing these things, im stuck in NJ waiting. im going to have to talk to a few people in the city because thank god for septa! public transportation has never let me down. i cant stay in jersey much longer. nowhere to go really, and no way out basically. i had to get katie to come meet me at colonial diner and pick me up the other day cuz key still wasnt back. and just knowing that i am in jersey kind of bothers me. i just dont like this area lol. its odd.
but yeah someone save me