He envies the shit outta you..   he felt and probably still feels like nothing to you guys, both you and rocco. i had like 3 major talks with him having to do with his envy for other's and always trying to  be those people. he's doing it because he wants so bad to be what you are because he admires that so much. i tried to tell him alot of times just how special he was himself, and that he had many many things other people would love to have/be but that it was for him and him only. and that he had to stop poking into someone else's life as though it was something he was to be and start shining through his own.. everytime i would tell him that he would totatlly shift himself onto that mind frame. and everytime his habit of envy went back to how he is right now. i donno if you know how much he does actually look up to you :- and he doesn't really know how to tell you that.. its just in force of habit he's being what your calling "a backstabber".. and he wont break that habit unless he tries harder. from what i know anyways.

he just needs to find his own path and to stop trying to be what he's not, and i've told him that. and he agreed. but he has no idea how to even try that cause he doesn't know any different from the length of time he's been doing things this way

that was put into words from someone elses point of view......  from my perspective, i agree he envys me, and i can't help but NOT like it. i am the way i am. NOT because i saw someone else and copyed them.  i'm the way i am because thats just how i am. i didnt CHOOSE to be the way i am.    You have copyed me, stolen my ideas, and taken things from me...... and i'm just about to snap.  if you even ATTEMPT to take the one thing i love the most i will be forced to litterally break your neck.

You are a fake. and i dont know who you truely are. how could i possibly be your friend if you pretend to be something your not?  i dont know a damned thing about you.  i trust you, against my own advice.

if you don't stop it, you will lose our "friendship" AND/or a few of your teeth.

THIS is my other half. NOT YOU

and thank you SO much for the shitty situation you put me in tonight. if your supposed to be my friend start acting more like it, and less like me.